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Trapped in the past for too long..I'm moving On..
Sometimes you just now, in a moment that you feel Solace.
You've helped me found it, but to feel it in a moment that everything's a little broken.. in a moment that some things are missing and hurting..
You know that it's time to let go..to move on. To live the present.
You can dream about the future but you don't live there yet.
And there's no point to rush. So I live for now. For this very moment.
For this very thought of mine. For this very sweet memory of you.
For this sunset. For this night. For all the little things i feel today.
And all that reminded me, something i've forgotten and didn't quite understand it for a long time..
Someday when i was a child, Someone very special to me, shared with me a sunset. Until that day i was never had seen it. So he stood beside me and as I was looking and feeling like it was a magical moment,for the first time in my life, he said : " You see the sunset now,and there will be many days that you will watch it again,but know this: It will never be exactly the same as today." It took me years to understand what he said to me. He meant: Embrace what you see today, you won't have another day. You can't change the past. And when something is lovely and it makes your heart feel warmth don't ignore it.
It took me many years to quite understand what he teached me that day. And it took me until now, 2 days before, to feel that "lesson".
Ooh..and I love you so much. I miss you so much. Thank you for all the things you taught me. For all the love you showed to me. For being there in the right time with the right "words" and feelings. I thank God that I had you in my life.
