You can live there.. but you can't go back.

and sometimes you just wanna go back..but you can't.

Sometimes you just wanna be that laughing person again.

To turn back time.

Right before the moment, that someone/something 

broke your heart.

and you realize you can't.

But you can be yourself. 

You can become, friends with your past.

In the end, that's how you got here.

You can learn to love and respect your life.

The things that happened.

The persons that walked in your life

and made you who you are.

That showed you, who you are not.

Yes, they broke you.

You were hurt. You felt pain.

You lived in hell.

But it's the only way to "teach" you,

where is and what heaven feels like.

You can find it. 

But only if you learned to love yourself.

To forgive yourself.

We don't need "weapons".

Dishonesty, lies and all that sh!t.

The only weapon you need is LOVE.

You can defeat many people with that.

And in the end,even if it kills us...

It's the only thing worth dying and living for. 

Don't hide. 

Nobody can break you,

if you don't give them your permission.

~L.L.L. ~ Rena *